After I have done everything I can -- I still do not have a job.

I still don't get it-

Why is it that someone who has absolutely NO JOB EXPERIENCE gets taken above someone who does (me)? I have lost count on how many applications I have sent out...I basically have made Craig's List my home page. I have been subtly been hired only to find out they had already hired someone, and they only did it subtly so that if a new person they did hire decided to switch; they would have a backup. 

Now I'm being bullshitted by employees. "The manager who takes care of the hiring currently isn't working..." -- Look, if you aren't hiring or don't want another new employee: STOP BEING A PUSSY AND SAY SO.

I have absolutely $0.00 now... and because of this I am fearing multiple things with which I am not going to get into on this blog.

To 'help' the situation along; my mother has been riding my ass about how I haven't been trying hard enough to get a job. --- Bull-fuckin-shit. She knows how much gas and time I have wasted running around going to every freaking store and shack that might need new employees. She enjoys causing me so much stress that I haven't been able to fall asleep in almost 6 days. Also, mentioning it to friends of mine encouraging them to 'tease' me about getting a job.

For those of you who are like, "Well, what about blah blah blah..." I HAVE SCHOOL HOURS THAT I CANNOT CHANGE, IF I COULD CHANGE THEM I WOULD'VE HAD A JOB BY NOW!

So to all of you who are 'playfully' teasing me about it: Go Fuck Yourself. Leave Me Alone. I'm Doing The Best I Can.

Vlog

Vlog should definitely be up tonight, I made it in the parking lot for class like 30 min ago.

Side Note: There is something coming up that I am completely stoked for and even though there is a slim chance it might not happen...I'M STILL LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!

Especially with you babe ;) <3

-J

AWOL

Due to a buttload of english essays I have not been able to post lately or focus at all on my vlog/blogs.

Will attempt to make a new one soon.

-J

Haven't Laughed That Hard Since...

a while ago...

English kicked the utmost total ass today.

Quotes of the day:

"Its like reading, but for your brain..."

"Buzz."

"Dirty Bitch."

"Fuck."

That is all.

-J

Today was....

Interesting to say the least.

Firstly - It's freaking hot right now and me being the intelligent guy that I am....am currently wearing all black.

Yay.

Secondly - Yeah its kinda early to post something about the DAY, but I needed something to do so here I am.

Thirdly - It's hot.

4thly - Tomorrow I will have the new vlog edited and uploaded so look forward to that.

V-ly - I'm posting the book I wrote; The Alysian Fire, chapter by chapter starting on Saturday. It is copywrited even though the publishing fell through. So you use it - you'd better give me credit...OR I WILL FIND YOU!

-J

P.S. I might be posting on how much I despise math later...still unsure.

Delays, procrastination, and sleep...

I was going to post a new vlog today, but do to "unforeseen" obstacles, I will probably not be able to post a new one till wednesday.

Will update on any further changes.

-J

Delayed Vlog =(

Okay, the new vlog is on youtube so go ahead and just go there.

Enjoy =)

-J

P.S. Amy you make one sexy old woman ;)

Oh yes.

SO today was pretty productive, yet at the same time....not even close.

Tomorrow - new Vlog.

I'm so stoked for this weekend I'm having heart palpitations...

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I'm still alive =)

-J